Movin On

It is a strange feeling when you know that it is time to move on. It never is very clear to me. It is just a feeling.

Then I start asking the questions:
Move on to where?
How will I get there?
Am I actually moving on or moving back?
What does this look like?
Can I do it on my own?
What if people think I'm stupid?
What if things are never the same again?

Then I start to pray.
I know that what I am movin on to isn't anything I would have dreamed for myself, but there is a cloud of peace over my mind and my spirit. I know that I can't do it on my own, and Lord you are really going to have to make a way because I DON'T KNOW HOW to do it on my own.

And then, when I start to doubt....again....when I go to bed at night and convience myself that I don't have move on...that I am fine where I am....that there isn't anyway that it can all come together in time...I should just wait till next time......

Jesus steps in and shows me that I am not in control and that He is.
He is making a way to move on....
He is making a way for my life......

He has all ready made away!